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Imagery, Wolf, & My Personal Totem Pole Exploration

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By Laura Lewis @CrazyBeautifulGuru

I have a Crazy Beautiful memory that I wanted to share with you. Years ago, I had a personal totem pole exploration session with a wonderful psychologist named Dr. Qatana Samenen. (It used to be Jeanette, but that's another story.) Dr. Samanen has a particular interest in "Interactive Imagery" and that is exactly what my experience was within the session.  She asked me to close my eyes, took me through various relaxation exercises, and then, she began to gently beat a drum...

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Laura Lewis, inspirational guru and life change expert shares story of overcoming husband's death by suicide

22 Years Ago My Life Changed Forever–Dealing with the Suicide of My Husband

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Suicide. It's a choice that cannot be changed. My husband of eight years took his life 22 years ago today. Let's see, that's 264 months. And I couldn't even begin to count the days. It seems so long ago, yet, it feels just like it was yesterday.

Robert Evans Pollock was a dreamy guy. Handsome. Fit. Full of life and had so much love to give. I was one lucky girl to have been set up on a blind date with him. It was August 6, 1986. And I fell head over heels for the man with the kind eyes, hot bod, and a brilliant creative mind. Did I say hot bod? Lol. Well, I was in my 20's after all. One year and one month later we were married. I was one of the happiest girls around.

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The Magnificent Moment

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There is no end. There is no beginning. There is only the passion of life.

Federico Fellini
Living unconsciously, sleepwalking through life is something that we have all done on occasion. And who can blame us? The daily grind can push anyone to the point of being disconnected and distracted. Our modern day lives entail awakening to buzzing alarms, rushing to get out the door to drop the kids off, or racing off to work, or both. Life is comprised of getting there, getting the job done, returning home, going through the nightly routine and then getting up and doing it all over again. Sadly living, day in and day out, disconnected from life.

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Float Like a Butterfly, Sting Like a Bee

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I am the greatest, and I said that even before I knew I was.

Muhammad Ali
About 14 years ago I met Muhammad Ali, one of the greatest boxing champions who ever lived. I had boarded an American Airlines flight and was getting settled into my seat. I looked up and there he was, the great Ali, talking with a woman who was (I think) one of his daughters. She was standing to talk to him; she was lovely and appeared to be all business. After a few minutes she walked away and Ali was left by himself in first class. It’s now or never, I thought. Read More