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Imagery, Wolf, & My Personal Totem Pole Exploration

By | Inspiration, Motivation, Uncategorized

By Laura Lewis @CrazyBeautifulGuru

I have a Crazy Beautiful memory that I wanted to share with you. Years ago, I had a personal totem pole exploration session with a wonderful psychologist named Dr. Qatana Samenen. (It used to be Jeanette, but that's another story.) Dr. Samanen has a particular interest in "Interactive Imagery" and that is exactly what my experience was within the session.  She asked me to close my eyes, took me through various relaxation exercises, and then, she began to gently beat a drum...

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Laura Lewis, inspirational guru and life change expert shares story of overcoming husband's death by suicide

22 Years Ago My Life Changed Forever–Dealing with the Suicide of My Husband

By | Inspiration, Motivation, Uncategorized
Suicide. It's a choice that cannot be changed. My husband of eight years took his life 22 years ago today. Let's see, that's 264 months. And I couldn't even begin to count the days. It seems so long ago, yet, it feels just like it was yesterday.

Robert Evans Pollock was a dreamy guy. Handsome. Fit. Full of life and had so much love to give. I was one lucky girl to have been set up on a blind date with him. It was August 6, 1986. And I fell head over heels for the man with the kind eyes, hot bod, and a brilliant creative mind. Did I say hot bod? Lol. Well, I was in my 20's after all. One year and one month later we were married. I was one of the happiest girls around.

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The Chemistry of Kissing

By | romance, Uncategorized

'Twas not my lips you kissed
But my soul

Judy Garland
Did you know when you kiss someone you are actually taking a taste test to determine if someone is genetically compatible with you or not, as a mate, relevant to procreating little human beings together? It's true.

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Wishes Do Come True–What Are You Wishing For?

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Your imagination is your preview of life’s coming attractions.

Albert Einstein
“Be careful what you wish for!” Grandma Ruby whispered as she leaned over to brush my bangs out of my face. Scrunching up my freckled nose, peering into the face of my grandmother whose perpetual laughter will always linger in my memory, I pondered the idea.

What you wish for may come true.

Having been born with the eternally optimistic, believe-in-all-things-magical gene, I absorbed what my  sweet feisty mentor had to say and took it to heart. I’ve carried the belief with me ever since. Read More

The Magnificent Moment

By | Inspiration, Motivation, Uncategorized

There is no end. There is no beginning. There is only the passion of life.

Federico Fellini
Living unconsciously, sleepwalking through life is something that we have all done on occasion. And who can blame us? The daily grind can push anyone to the point of being disconnected and distracted. Our modern day lives entail awakening to buzzing alarms, rushing to get out the door to drop the kids off, or racing off to work, or both. Life is comprised of getting there, getting the job done, returning home, going through the nightly routine and then getting up and doing it all over again. Sadly living, day in and day out, disconnected from life.

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